OMG Digital Magazine OMG Issue 267 13th July 2017 COMPLETE | Page 5

OMG Digital Magazine | 267 | Thursday 13th July 2017 • PAGE 5 Confessions I CHEATED last night I HOPE HER BOYFRIEND LEAVES HER AND SHE DIES I confided in someone I thought I was close with. I have never told anyone about this major darkness in my life. Yet she called me a slut when I confided in her about my rape and told me it was my fault. I hope life is horrible to her. She loves her boyfriend to death and says he is her life. She tried to kill herself when he left her the first time. she is clingy and desperate for him. I hope he leaves and it eats her alive. This Embarrassment My dad came home with a new car a few months ago. A salvaged car and said he got it for me. Its so old the windows don't automatically go down with the push of a button, it must be wind up or down with a handle. The colour is a dirty brown, the car itself is shaped funny and long, it smells like sweat and dirt on the inside and every time I open it the alarm goes off. To top it all off my father is forcing me to drive it everywhere. I'm just mortified to the point of tears. A few of my friends and I got ahead of ourselves. Long story short we ended up going to a strip club and I got a hand job from a girl. I've always taken pride in the fact that I've been an honest and faithful man. But as of right now, I'm still slightly drunk and feel like an absolute mess. And tomorrow, when my wife finds out, it will only be worse. I feel like I'm getting old and I'm depressed Even though I have a good life, a nice job, a loving husband and three beautiful daughters, I have these psychological barriers telling me I'm old and unaccomplished. I feel like I'm not worth anything. I sleep all the time and cannot get out of this state of helplessness. I feel like no one can understand me. I really want to feel happy and enjoy my life but I'm just stuck.