Nu Vibez and Roleplay Guide Magazine - February 2014 | Page 46

50 Shades of Valen nes - p2

I look up once again to peer into that now hungry gaze.
My eyes seem to speak clearly to him my every
thought, my every need. His look speaks in return to
me that he knows, and is pleased, that there is no
where else he’d rather be … that he too feels his very
life depends upon the touch of our lips and the warm
invita on of my heart.
His finger ps skim around the side of my throat;
almost ckling they touch me so barely, hea ng a path
to the very sensi ve skin at the back of my neck. Slowly
he begins to massage, gently, tenderly, lightly. The
hairs at the nape of my neck stand on end as the
gooseflesh con nues to permeate through me
spiraling out from each heated touch.
My eyes darken quickly with passion, with desperate
need, screaming to him, begging and s ll not a word
has been u ered by either of us … but he knows. With
fierce determina on, nay, possession, his fingers slide
purposefully up into the hair at the base of my skull,
fanning into it and then gripping possessively. He holds
me, controls me and s ll I have not one thought to do
anything but what he wants, to give him what he
needs. A molten hot burn of desire flairs from within
those precious eyes and without warning, those lips
descend desperately down upon mine, claiming them
for himself, claiming me … and I yield without thought,
I melt into him giving all that he would take, all that his
silent mastery demands … I am his!
Happiness such as I’d never known before consumes
me. I am whole for the first me in my life. I feel
complete, I do not even know his name and yet I know
him.
A slight frown seeps into my face unbidden.
Something’s not right. An unpleasant tugging
sensa on begins to pull at me. I fight to hold on to him
as the world within my view grows hazy. It feels almost
like a violent a ack, but not of my body – of my mind,
of the world around me. I am being yanked from him
now and he recedes further and further from me into
the darkness, one hand con nuing to reach up and out
toward me as if he too is figh ng with everything he is
to hold on. The flickering light fading, I see only those
tender finger ps … and then … they too are consumed
by the darkness.
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The world around me begins to change. Blackness ebbs
into gray growing lighter in terrifying increments as I am
yanked from those powerful yet tender arms I crave so
strongly.
The first vocaliza on of thought this night slips forth as I
cry out for him, begging not to be taken from him. I am
crying as he fades completely from my sight, but not
from my heart. The cold light of reality returns through
my reluctantly opening eyes and I am suddenly,
depressingly awake.
I stare hopelessly at the ceiling, painful tears slipping
slowly down my cheeks. My loss is so severe that I ache
right down to my very soul. I am now fully awake but I
know … I am s ll his … I know him be er than I know
myself and yet, heart-breakingly … I don’t even know if
he exists.

SAVED BY LOVE
by SaraMae Xaris
The sun it rises on another day
the so warm kiss, of loving rays
reminds her of His strong embrace
of His love, His heart, His handsome face.
The mind doeth wander, to their last kiss
demanding power she cannot dismiss.
His hold on her remains fierce and true
no ma er what these lovers do.
To Him her thoughts scream out of love
so pure, so full, a gi from above.
On this special lovers day
she sends to Him her heart to stay.
Once more she pledges every part
her mind, her body, soul and heart.
Come back to loose yourself within
the deepest love she has to give.