November 2013 South Carolina Living Magazine Vol. 1 | Page 18

Milton Morris ‘One day I hope they understand that as much as I’m helping them, they’re helping me even more.’ no sports for the rest of 2002. Without the emotional release of athletics, Crosby was left alone to rehabilitate. And think. The more he began to think, the more he wondered if the dreams he was chasing were just a mirage. In 2003, Crosby’s brother disappeared while swimming in a lake outside Union. Divers found the body three days later. The cascade of tragedy exacted an emotional toll that was almost impossible to push aside. “I went for the quick fixes to feel better,” Crosby recalls. “I’d buy a car. Go out all night. Stupid things like that. I couldn’t see I was just digging a deeper hole for myself.” Then there were Crosby’s obligations. By the summer of 2003, the Royals were pushing him to forget football and focus on baseball. When Crosby said he needed the summer off to take classes at Clemson and continue his football eligibility, the relationship went south. on game day When: The 2013 Touchstone Energy Cooperatives Bowl kicks off Dec. 14 at noon. Where: Doug Shaw Memorial Stadium, 705 33rd Avenue South, North Myrtle Beach How: Buy tickets in advance online at: https://touchstonebowlgame.eventbrite.com Advance tickets bought before Dec. 14 are $15. Tickets bought on game day at the stadium are $20. Co-op Connections discount: Purchase tickets online and enter the discount code Touchstone to save 10 percent. Can’t go? Watch the game online at HTC.com. The game will also be carried live by the South Carolina Radio Network, southcarolinaradionetwork.com. 18 The Royals withheld an installment of Crosby’s bonus money. The team stopped paying his Clemson tuition; legal arbitration dragged on for 24 months. In August, Crosby returne