Nocturnal Issue V | Page 27

“WHEN PEOPLE LEAD IN FEAR THEIR OWN SECURITY IS WHAT SOLELY MATTERS”

hardship. It truly gave context to the day ahead and the privilege of having our last shower of the week wasn't lost on us.

Much of Amos Trust's work is building these close partnerships with local organisations like Holy Land Trust and getting involved with their ongoing projects aiming for a just peace for all Palestinians and Israelis. This isn't to be taken lightly because, as Sami Awad put it, "As a result of the trauma from their own history, much of the Israeli leadership is led from fear, and when people lead in fear their own security is what solely matters".

After the introductions to Holy Land Trust we soon made our way to meet our host families in the al-Arroub refugee camp settlement.

What hit me especially hard is the incredible welcoming, loving and embracing hospitality shown to us in juxtaposition to hearing the atrocities and stories our Palestinian friends would share with us about their occupation. Despite their own ongoing struggles they have opened their homes, lives and families to us; I found myself struggling to comprehend such evil and injustice done to innocent people who just want their freedom, their lives and homes back. It often reminds me of the cultural warmth I feel from my own African background where there's never a closed door on friends and families, but always food and drinks to be shared on someone's arrival...

It didn’t take long to for us to be immersed within the camp. Soon after lunch we were taken to a local home Amos Trust had helped rebuild the previous year. In 2014, 493 buildings in the West Bank were demolished by the Civil Administration of the Israeli Defence Force, leaving 969 Palestinians without a home (UNOCHA). Incredibly concerned, Amos Trust approached the camp offering to help assist in the build of a new home. The community expressed a deep concern that their help went to Yacoub’s family in the aim of rebuilding their home, rebuilding their hope.

Check out how the rebuild went down here.

We were then taken around the local community centres in the refugee camps, which included their ‘Youth Centre’, ‘Woman’s Centre’ and ‘Handicap Centre’. It dawned on me that, despite knowing the refugee camp was set up mid-20th Century and now full of settlements and buildings, not the temporary structure of tents, I hadn’t expected the progressive level for there to be a centre dedicated to both women and disabilities. In this way it truly reinforced how many ways I was going to have my eye opened throughout this journey...

Dinner was spent with our host families, who embraced us with such incredible warmth. When thrown into situations where language barriers are very real, it’s not often that it doesn’t linger over you like a dark cloud. But with our host families, we soon found ways to communicate and bond beyond language.

With our miniscule Arabic and their modest English we all gathered round the table; Arabic mint tea and playing cards in hand whilst teaching each other different games. From snap to the Arabic version of rummy, the hours flew by and it was almost too easy to forget I was across the world sharing the yummiest Arabic mint tea with the most loving refugees who were undergoing severe occupation. Almost.

Tomorrow we will be hanging out in the Women's Centre getting to know the women in the community through music and conversation, but something tells me there will be a few eye-opening moments and surprises along the way. But for now, it's definitely time for bed. Zzzzzzz

Emma x

DESPITE all THE SUFFERING, despite the occupation, WHAT BREAKS HIM MORE AND MOTIVATES HIM IS SEEING THOSE AROUND HIM BEGIN TO RESIGN UNDER SUCH HARDSHIP