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and starts shooting. After each scenario came to an end, the group discussed whether the participant made the right call. In the case of the stairwell gunman versus the pastor, deadly force was justified, as the perp had even gotten a round off before the pastor could pull his own trigger, shooting him down. In other cases, the decision wasn’t as clear. “It’s one thing to be able to sit at home and analyze based on an article what an officer did, should have done, didn’t do,” said Academy Chief Eric Mason. “It’s very difficult to be in that officer’s shoes at that very moment, making that split-second decision.” At the close of the training, the participants said the act of holding the gun and shooting – or knowing to use enough restraint not to – did take an emotional toll. “You can feel the impact that kind of thing would have on a police officer,” Bishop Glen Colley of New Covenant Church in Plainfield said. Schmidt was surprised to hear from the community leaders about how hard it is to communicate with their communities following law enforcement shooting, which led to “a lot of understanding on both sides,” he recalled. “They understood how final a decision it is (to shoot a suspect); to say ‘If I could do that again I would do this or that,’ and therein lays the problem.” “The officers sometimes say, ‘I can’t believe he did it. He made me do it,’” added John McCabe, the Prosecut