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HEALTH & WELLNESS ‘Succisa Virescit’ and a day of hope The Latin phrase “Succisa Virescit” that roughly translates as “Cut down, it grows up strong again” was chosen to convey the value and importance of perseverance at Delbarton, the high school my son currently attends. The phrase is also the ancient motto to Monte Cassino, a celebrated monastery about 80 miles southeast of present-day Rome, CHERIE where Saint Benedict wrote his Rule. This CASTELLANO venerable abbey, destroyed by the Lombards in Cop2Cop 580, rebuilt by Abbot Petronaux and destroyed again by the Saracens in 884, has a constant history of destruction even up to our own time when it was obliterated by the Allies in World War II. Pronounced “Sue-CHEE-sa Vir-ESH-it,” I chose this motto as my lead for this story because it also exemplifies an experience I recently shared in at the North Bergen Police Department through Cop 2 Cop. The perfect example of “Cut down, it grows back strong again” was found in North Bergen Police Department’s Chief Robert Dowd, Lieutenant Arthur Dell and Officer Alfredo Eschevarria, who invited a representative from Cop 2 Cop to participate in a life-changing event on May 15. In my 18 years of experience at Cop 2 Cop, I have never seen any event like this done: The North Bergen Police Department had the brilliant idea of doing a training room dedication to honor fallen officers and create training connected to their loss as a way to memorialize them and emphasize the capacity for change as a result of their sacrifice on National Police Memorial Day. Honored in the ceremony were North Bergen Officers Romeo Caino (EOW 1959, struck by a car during patrol), Joseph Peters (EOW 1981, died in his patrol car by a malfunction of the vehicle with carbon monoxide), and for me most remarkably, Albert Cabrera, who died by suicide in 1991, shortly after being named Police Officer of the Year. The training room dedication was to acknowledge the families’ sacrifices and the service of the officers, and then to create a course/training that would reflect/combat the tragedies that caused their deaths. Chief Dowd explained to a packed room of more than 100 people that officer safety, equipment maintenance and suicide prevention would all be taught in the room being dedicated in honor of the fallen officers we recognized. Plaques with pictures and prayers were placed on the wall, and families were asked to receive the honors on behalf of their fallen officers. The “back story” here is that although I do not want to offend or disrupt the sanctity of the ultimate sacrifice in a line of duty death memorial, to include Officer Cabrera in this dedication as an officer who had done heroic acts of service during his life as an officer and to recognize him amongst these other heroes was probably one of the most humbling moments of my years serving officers through Cop 2 Cop. The way he died did not preclude him from this dedication because the North Bergen leaders who established this event are visionaries in their recognition. The stigma that still exists for officers who have died by suicide emphasized the way they died more than the way they lived and served as police officers. We all have had to struggle with the awkward challenge of recognizing that mental illness, addictions or both are the reasons why officers die by suicide, and that as an illness, our anger or shame as a law enforcement community is unfair to everyone involved. My comments at this event not only acknowledged the magnitude of the dedication but also highlighted the need for all of us to follow in using tragedy as a way to not just survive, but thrive and learn and expand our skills. Cop 2 Cop will host our first official QPR class in this newly dedicated training room on July 21, and I asked if I could personally lead this effort. It’s not because I am an instructor or Program Director; it is because after years of very sad moments in the aftermath of more than 100 suicides, July 15 will be a day of moving forward and learning in the name of Officer Cabrera. My most profound moments of the day occurred as I stood in the back of the room as the program unfolded: So many tears were shed as the families honored were still struggling as though the losses were yesterday, not 20 or even 50 years ago. Amidst it all I was flanked by retired cops who wiped away tears with facial expressions that indicated they too had experienced tragedy during their careers but were lucky enough to still be alive. A handsome articulate young man with eyes that looked exactly like those in Officer Cabrera’s photos I saw ended up being his nephew and an exact lookalike. Officer Cabrera’s sister CONTINUED ON PAGE 88 www.njcopsmagazine.com ■ JUNE 2015 79