NEW ::: POETRY Apr. 2015 | Page 44

KIDS Your genes; an unseen set of countless mannerisms, the friends you’ll choose, the bow of your mother’s lips, all you’ll become . an accumulated ocean of poses with which to hold yourself in sleep seasickness, a way with words, reactions to a thief . who may or may not come on the night you can’t drift off because of the same sad dreams your father had . all tightly wrapped in tiny fists and held before the day your mouth will move, and our music will pour forth and plenty. KIDS 2 Parenthood was the night terror that spoiled those times I didn’t come home. A prospective grimy window, left unshattered, between myself and many others. More than once I held that vigil – forty days and awful nights willing a drop of blood to flow, as if I’d thrust myself into a dull lunar ritual pre-dating even the oldest stains on this bed we watch unseen hands and malformed feet, we dream up names nicked from old books. An exhalation, a fragile limb writhes daily, there, beneath your skin. BENJAMIN MITROFAN-NORRIS