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11 tracks,” continued Phillips. “Over the last 18 months I was starting to write, but I had so many losses it was like death after death. I wasn’t in such a great frame of mind of how to start. My friend and photographer Andrew Cohen passed away in February of 2018, then my dad died in May, and the following January my birth father suddenly dropped dead and we had just met. So that was three of them in 11 months and it was just that every time I was catching my breath somebody else would go. Also my birth mother had a brain aneurism at the end of 2017 and she almost died. So, from November of 2017 to January of 2019 it was so difficult. But after my birth father died, I wrote a couple of songs quite quickly. I think there was just so much grief that I had to put it somewhere. It took me a while; I had been writing a bit before but they were kind of shit and then I just started getting ideas. Richard said, ‘I’ll produce it, just start thinking of what you want to write about,’ so I made a list of all the topics and what I could write about because so much had gone on. It was actually really good for me to do because I had finished with my book (Somebody’s Daughter) and I needed another project. I’d been wanting to get back into doing music, so I just started working and then I’d take the songs to Richard. At first, I was nervous because I thought, oh NJ STAGE - ISSUE 72 INDEX NEXT ARTICLE 116