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down thinking about how he was literally at the crossroads where his father’s life went downhill and the lengths his mother had to go to in order to shield him from see- ing that lifestyle. “At any given time, I could have been like I want to see my dad, I’m going to just hop on the bus and go see him,” said Charnick. “But my mother cultivated this environ- ment where she didn’t want me exposed to that. So, at the time of actually being in the place where NJ STAGE - ISSUE 58 my father went down the road for the first time; the entirety of my mother’s efforts and my grand- mother’s and that side of the fam- ily - the effort to keep me protect- ed from that really struck home. I could throw a rock and hit my old building. It was that close. It was a trippy experience.” He says he always thought his mother likely dabbled in drugs at some point. She was dating his father in 1970s New York City and running in the same circles, which INDEX NEXT ARTICLE 88