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      enough to be baptized and to take part in a mission to Alaska. Born and brought up an atheist in California, and a graduate of Yale in 2001 with a major in English, on moving E ast she cast about for a fit subject for a research book, finally determining on investigating Evangelicals. To quote from the inside leaf of the dust jacket: Over the course of nearly two years, Welch immersed herself in the life and language of the devout. She learned to interpret the world like an Evangelical, weathered the death of Falwell, and embarked on a mission trip to Alaska intended to save one hundred souls. Alive to the meaning behind the music and the mind behind the slogans, Welch recognized the allure of evangelicalism, even for the godless, realizing that the congregation met needs and answered questions she didn’t know she had. In the end, on parting from the church, Gina Welch left behind people she had grown to love, and rituals and music she had grown to love – people, rituals and music that remained in her heart and thought. She left, because in spite of everything, she had found evangelical doctrines intellectually unsatisfying. Guiltily, she remained throughout the atheist she had been to begin with. I think it clear that if Gina had been intellectually satisfied by the doctrines, she would have remained an active member of the Thomas Road Church; and this prompted me to revisit the question of membership in the General Church. It suggested to me that rituals of worship and music are for some people not enough, no matter how engaging; that family and friends, too, are not enough, no matter how well loved. For some people the doctrines must also be intellectually satisfying. The founders of all the embodiments of the New Church were such people. In the Writings they discovered their questions answered. That includes the founders of the General Church – the so-called Academy movement – whose faithful embrace of the doctrines led to their split from the General Convention. What were the founders’ questions? And what were the answers they discovered? Early New Church people were particularly impressed by F