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A Search for the Truth Doug Webber Editor’s note: This article appeared originally on www.newchurchperspective.com and is reprinted with permission. C hristianity has been corrupted over the centuries by false doctrines and traditions. As it is now, much of it is based on false premises: there is a tritheistic definition of God, where He is divided between three persons; many are taught they just have to believe and do nothing; many do not believe in an afterlife and await some future resurrection; and there is no logical foundation for defining what portions of Scripture are Divinely inspired or not. The church is divided. Anyone who examines this will see the problem, and most churches are unable to address it. The end result is that many have left the church. They either become a “spiritual independent,” or a secular materialist, or if they keep looking will be tempted by other false ideologies or religions. This is what I discovered when I first started asking questions and not accepting to believe things blindly. There is a lot of darkness and uncertainty out there. Those who follow the theology of the New Church experience none of this spiritual uncertainty: the new revelation explains the doctrines of Christianity in a logical and rational manner, and explains where the major denominations have erred. However, for those who are unaware of the revelations given to Emanuel Swedenborg, when one begins to see the problems with Christianity it can lead to doubt, uncertainty, and even outright denial. And this does not just apply to the congregations; it applies even to ministers who secretly harbor these doubts. I went through this period of doubtful searching for many years, and at times it was very distressful. When I was 12, I had been a Christian for a while, but when I asked the question, “Exactly how did Jesus Christ save humanity?” I did not receive an answer. The theology of salvation by vicarious atonement not only did not make any sense, it was irrational and immoral. So at that time I opened the Bible, and came up with a similar doctrine to what is 173