New Church Life July/August 2017 | Page 42

n e w c h u r c h l i f e : j u ly / au g u s t 2 0 1 7 I say to you that in heaven their angels always see the face of My Father who is in heaven.” (Matthew 18:10) When we notice some form of goodness missing from ourselves or other people, hopefully we can see that missing goodness as if it were a missing child, and feel compassion for the resulting pain, anger and fear in us or in others because of it. The shepherd is that part of us that can keep watch over our spiritual life and notice when something is missing. But it’s also that part of us that doesn’t condemn (in ourselves or in others) when there is something missing; it simply seeks to bring that goodness back. It’s that part of us that can search for something funny when it feels like we or others have lost our sense of humor. It’s that part of us that can search for something to feel grateful for, when we feel depressed. It’s that part of us that can remind other people of their good qualities when they are feeling hopeless about their life, or even when we are feeling hopeless about their life. It’s that part of us that can remind children of what they like about their sibling, without condemning them for the fight they’ve gotten into. It’s about bringing the sheep back into our lives. And it’s because the sheep belong in our flock. We are all born to be angels. When a sheep goes missing from our flock, that’s not an indication that it doesn’t belong in our life. We just have to re-find it. For example, when we notice that we keep losing our patience, we might start to think that patience doesn’t belong in our flock. Maybe I just can’t be a patient person. But the shepherd in us is capable of saying, “No, patience is something that belongs in my flock. I’m going to try to get it back.” The Lord has given us the capacity for these wonderful qualities of His, and as much as He is our Shepherd, we are also created in His image. The Lord has given us the capability to shepherd the goodness in our own life. As He says: “And I will give you shepherds according to My heart, who will feed you with knowledge and understanding.” (Jeremiah 3:15). Sometimes our shepherd has to go on a long journey to find these The shepherd is that part of us that can keep watch over our spiritual life and notice when something is missing. But it’s also that part of us that doesn’t condemn (in ourselves or in others) when there is something missing; it simply seeks to bring that goodness back. 312