New Church Life July/August 2015 | Page 40

n e w c h u r c h l i f e : j u ly / au g u s t 2 0 1 5 We are not far from the kingdom of God if we have a full understanding and practice of what it is to lay down the life of our old self, our old will, for the sake of the new self or the new will. It is the most difficult thing a person can possibly do. And no one can do it without the Lord. something within him or her has had to die that the good and true may emerge. And how often does this take place in life? We honor and respect those who have suffered temptations. We suffer through them ourselves. And we see that this is the only true and noble way to attain the life of heaven – spiritual sacrifice, as it were. Very often we are instructed and reminded in the Lord’s heavenly doctrine that the only way to spiritual life is through spiritual combat against the hells. Evil aspects of life are twisted and perverse and in the light of heaven they must actually die. This is the old self – the old will. If the birth of the new self, the new will is to take place, the old must be sacrificed. As the Lord says in John 12:24: “I say to you unless a grain of wheat falls into the ground and dies, it remains alone, but if dies it produces much grain.” The evils and falsities of our natural mind, before we are made new by the Lord, are like a family to us. They are familiar. We love them. The Lord gives remarkable teaching about them in the gospel of Luke 14:26, 27: If anyone comes to me and does not hate father and mother, wife and children, brothers and sisters – yes, even their own life – such a person cannot be My disciple. And whoever does not carry their cross and follow Me cannot be My disciple. Some might say this is a direct contradiction of the fourth commandment of loving our father and mother, but that is why we have to look at the deeper meaning. Hereditary tendencies toward evil and falsity are like a negative, or even a hellish, father and mother. Self-serving, harmful and false ideas – things that we actually make our own and do – these are our children in the negative sense in the Word. That thing that dominates us in a negative way – that which we hold dear to our lives – is our spouse in the Word. These are things of the old of self that we must reject in favor of the Lord and the neighbor – the positive family. These are the things we must come to recognize as our enemy – the negative family that the Lord talks about leaving. There must be war, a great spiritual 352