New Church Life July/Aug 2013 | Page 51

         higher will.5 The Writings make it clear that no one chooses hell without having been held throughout life in a state of equilibrium between evil and good.6 Equilibrium guarantees that we will experience in our will both the influence of good and that of evil – and states of understanding in conformity with each – as a basis for our eternal choice. Is a lifetime on earth enough time? The Lord’s will is that every one of us comes to recognize that our life is a gift from Him. His will is that, after experiencing the joys of loving His goodness and truth, and of being in loving connection with other human beings, we will respond with consent to His way and His leading. A related concern to, “How could someone truly prefer evil over good?” is, “How could it be fair to base eternal life on the choices made in just a few years in the natural world?” From a natural point of view this is indeed an understandable question. It’s hard not to think that given enough time we can learn that hell is not the happiest state, and can have a change of heart. This concern is intensified by the fact that we see people born into all sorts of circumstances that seem to put them at a deficit. How can people be free in the face of ignorance, poverty, trauma, abuse? While this is a big topic to which many pages might be dedicated, the bottom line is that the Lord’s providence foresees and provides for the salvation of every human being. The Writings firmly state that we are to blame – not our heredity or environment, not other people or God – if we are not saved.7 People of faith are invited to believe and trust in the Lord’s infinitely wise and loving providence. In reflecting on the nature of choice, I have come to believe that most people make their fundamental choice pretty early in life. Again, there is no accounting for choice. I don’t think the choice itself is based on endless learning and experiencing. Most of life is coming to recognize what it is that we love most, and then gradually becoming confirmed in that love. This happens 5  Ibid. 2041.2-3, 2284.2-3, 762, 857, 3147.2; cf. 8981.4, 4274 end 6  Heaven and Hell 597; True Christian Religion 475ff. 7  Divine Providence 327-330; True Christian Religion 580.3, 43.2; Arcana Coelestia 9452f, etc. 379