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El Deafo Cece Bell Nau Taufalele Fall 2014 In the book, El Deafo by Cece Bell tells her story of growing up hearing impaired and how she has coped with being different from others as well as feeling alone, through the colorful and detailed panels. One of her themes focuses on the importance of ordinary, with Bell providing the perspective that what is considered “ordinary,” may apply differently to the way other people view it. As a character, we see Cece is hearing impaired and dealing with explaining her situation to others who show pity towards her, while barriers restrict her and differentiate her ordinary from the ordinary of others.In relation, the book, Economies of Abandonment: Social Belonging and Endurance in Late Liberalism, by Elizabeth Povinelli, uses a series of events and anecdotes to present an overarching theme, like social projects, that are generalized by one market value. This questions how people live life under the standards of one economic market. Also, which groups are generalized and categorized into specific groups and how are they compared to groups who are not socially constructed? Is there only one way of living an ordinary life? These are the type of questions that are viewed throughout the comic and bring awareness to what is considered ethical or “ordinary.” In each panel, she wears a hearing aid attached to her ears then eventually has to wear a bigger hearing pack, which she wears across her chest. Bell describes how the label, “special” can isolate a person from others who do not experience the same condition; she is considered “the other.” In addition to the hearing aid serving as a representation of her difference, Cece also understands sign language as a mark of her difference, and becomes upset with mother, who is using sign language to communicate with her. (Cece 2014:115). The panel shows the anger and embarrassment she feels because sign language makes it obvious to others that she is hearing impaired. Cece feels that “helping” only makes the situation worse. She finds herself dealing with this situation when she daydreams about herself being a superhero, El Deafo. The panel shows Cece in a cape with her hands on her hips; this is one of the only times she is happy. She finds content during this process because she is able to befriend another superhero, which she calls a true friend. During one episode of her fantasies where she is overjoyed as she is looking to hire a superhero that will “join the fight against boredom and loneliness and to never swerve from the path of true friendship” (Bell 2014:130). The superhero that is hired is also wearing a cape and stands next to Cece--signifying camaraderie as well as happiness. The author uses this to depict how Cece finds solitude and a safe space; this takes her away from the social construction made by her neighbors, peers, and teachers.   74