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JORDAN: This had nothing to do with my mother. She’s had to come to terms with what happened between the two of them on her own terms. This was about me getting to know another aspect of who my father truly was from my own perspective. After his murder, we discovered just how much time my father spent in that house with Ida Green. It was as much his home as the one he’d built in Dallas with us. JDM: How did knowing that make you feel? JORDAN: Envious. the CEO, Texas oil man, or the millionaire, Julian Gatewood. He was “just” Julian, stripped down to the barest necessity of who he was at the core. I think that’s why he loved her. She only wanted him. JDM: Did you meet Abby Rhodes in that house? JORDAN: She was there the day I showed up. Abby had just bought the house and was making plans to renovate it. JDM: Did she know who you were? Did she know that your father had died in her house? JDM: Please explain. JORDAN: The house was so small and so far removed from the grandeur of my father, and yet, he preferred being there even more than at the mansion in Dallas. And I wondered what could be compelling enough to make a man like him choose to spend so much time in that place over everything he’d built in Dallas? What was so extraordinary about Ida Green to divert his interests from my beautiful mother and even his children? JORDAN: Not then. I explained everything to her later. JDM: Moving back to an earlier topic, are you able to be “just” Jordan when you’re with Abby? Are you, like your father, stripped down to the bare necessity of who you are at the core when you’re with Abby? JORDAN: Abby Rhodes has my full attention. And that’s all I’ll say JDM: How has your opinion of Ida Green changed since visiting the house and asking yourself those questions? JORDAN: I was twenty years old the first time I saw her. Back then, there was nothing exceptional about her in my eyes. I found her unattractive and dowdy, certainly not in the same league as my mother. JDM: He loved Ida. JORDAN: Beauty, in a woman, true beauty, the kind he likely saw in Ida, comes from the inside. As a boy, I didn’t understand that, but a man, I do. I can only speculate that she offered something rare to him that was missing from his very rich life. Money can’t buy everything, and I think that Ida offered those things that couldn’t be paid for, and that couldn’t be measured in time or space. In that house, he didn’t have to be NKLC MAGAZINE | 59