Months went by and I was sitting preparing for
the Sunrise Service which was about two weeks
away. Guess what? I broke my front tooth again.
I was so deeply hurt and I put up an urgent prayer
to ask God what is the message. Especially since
I wouldn’t be able to get an appointment to fix it
before the event. I stilled my mind and body, and
there wasn’t any message. I did some research
on Google until a chart of the teeth and what they
represent popped up from the Khemetic Culture. I
was shocked by the message from the chart. The
top teeth represent the masculine energy and
the sun. The bottom teeth represent the feminine
energy and the moon. The four top teeth (meaning
the two front main teeth and the smaller teeth on
each side) symbolize the father energy and how a
person navigates through life with that masculine
energy. I finally understood that I was being called
to heal my own masculine energy. I was being
called to heal my inner lover. I asked God why didn’t
he speak louder so I it wouldn’t take three broken
teeth in order to get this understand.
Now that I had the answer, I was unsure of
what needed to be done. I was conceived from rape
and never had a father in my life or any symbol of
someone who thought of me as a daughter from
a male perspective. So the tools I would normally
use to approach the issue didn’t feel right. I tried to
write to the idea of a father. Unfortunately, I was
numb and nothing came to mind that could be put
on paper.