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accomplishment), but I discovered it was something that came very naturally to me. Just a few months after completing the program, and starting up my business, my Aunt, who resided in Florida, became terminally ill. I had to drop everything to go there and oversee her care and manage her affairs for a few weeks. Needless to say, this caused an upheaval in my personal and professional life. As much as I tried to resume my activities with the Image Consulting business, I honestly didn’t have the energy, time, or focus when I returned to continue my efforts to grow and cultivate the business … dream deferred. I knew I had a calling, but I had no idea how I was going to get there. As I got older and assumed greater responsibility, not only at work but with my volunteer activities, the “calling” became an even greater burden in my heart. The pull and tug of my responsibilities wore me down and eventually led to a complete shut down because I had allowed the challenges of life to exhaust my true passion. I won’t say this was all due to the demands of the job, but it did come to a head at the loss of my father and a few months later a dear friend and co-worker. Putting together the services for my father was an eye-opening experience. My father was 92 when he passed and my friend, just 33 years old. Despite the differences in their ages, their memorials had many things in common. The many family, friends, acquaintances and community leaders who came together to honor the lives of these two great people who made such a powerful impact on their lives. Obviously, they both lived and operated in their calling. Sometimes, it doesn’t matter what you do in your day-to-day, it’s how you do it. I’m sure you’ve heard the saying, attend someone’s funeral and you’ll see what kind of life they lived. When you’re dealing with the “dash” of people’s lives, it really makes you look at your own. It led me to ask myself the questions; what kind of legacy am I creating? What am I doing to make an impact and make the world better? I knew I had unique gifts and talents but they didn’t fit into the confines of Corporate America, and I couldn’t see myself operating outside of that realm. I had lost my true identity chasing after “the dream” but whose dream was it? Though it hurt me to my core to lose them, it also inspired me to live better; to not keep putting off things I have been aching to do. There is no right time or right situation to begin to fulfill the call on your life. In the next issue, I’ll share the steps that I took to complete the shift in my own atmosphere. Frederica A. Peterson, M.A.,CPC, ELI - MP Coach | Speaker | Author of How to Shift Your Atmosphere www.fredericapeterson.com 2015 NJ Assembly Resolution Honoree - International Coaching Week NKLC Magazine | 25