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authorities often do not know how to deal with transgender individuals they detain or arrest. Haima says, “The first time I was arrested, at the police station they were thinking, how do we jail a man dressed as a woman? Then they bought pajamas for each of us and made us put them on, and they stripped off the women’s clothes and wigs we’d been wearing. Although I have breast implants, I’m male on my ID card, so they locked me up with men, more than 20 of them at one point.”157 “Ultimately, lack of training on gender issues and a lack of appropriate facilities, Yanyan says that when she was detained with men, she mean that authorities was subjected to verbal insults: “Those men berated me, often do not know saying, are you a man? Why don’t you look like a man or how to deal with a woman? You’re too big and tall to be a girl. They said I transgender individuals was a pervert. It was very insulting.”158 Not only that, but they detain or arrest.” the detention center workers all ran over to look: “It was like looking at a monkey. The cops, guards, joint defense officers, even the cleaning lady, all came over to look and said I wasn’t a man or a woman, I was a pervert and disgusting.”159 Anna said that while she was in the park, three police officers blocked her way. When they found condoms and lubricant in her handbag, they threatened to tell her family that she was engag Y[