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consider a five-star hotel, but now that there’s such a Although transgender sex heavy crackdown on vice, I won’t go to small hotels or workers do their best to express hotels.”119 Shangguan Yue has lived in Beijing conceal themselves, if they for more than two years: “The small express hotels are discovered, clients can have ‘fishers.’ The police contact people and pretend become abusive and refuse to be clients and get you to come, and when you get to pay. Sex workers’ fears of there, they arrest you. So I normally won’t go to an arrest and detention render express hotel – it’s too dangerous.”120 them powerless to defend themselves and demand fair Shanghai treatment by clients. Unlike in Beijing, most of the interviewees in Shanghai were street-based, and they only used cell phone apps to find customers as a sideline method. Some interviewees also looked for clients in bars and clubs. In Shanghai, the work venues of the interviewees were mainly streets, parks and squares, which are also popular locations for female sex workers. Lili told us, “I’m mostly over at the park. It’s all girls selling in the park. Right now real and fake women are mixed in together.”121Liu Xiaoqing has been involved in sex work for more than ten years, and has been cross-dressing for four years. His relatively poor education prevents him from using the internet: “I usually go looking [for clients] in the park. I’m illiterate, so how can I go online?”122 As with female sex workers working in the park, target clients are mainly rural migrant construction workers or other workers from outside the cities, as well as some local residents. Street-based sex workers seldom bring their clients home. Xiao Kai is married and engages in sex work to support his family. He says, “I stay outside with my clients and don’t bring them home.”123Outdoor service venues include paths through groves of trees in the parks. Yimeina has been cross-dressing for six years, working in sales during the day and trolling for clients in the park at night: “We don’t take off our clothes in the park. I get 50 yuan (USD 8) each time. It’s not like taking them home, undressing and showering.”124 119 Interview with Xiao Hua, Beijing, April 15, 2014. 120 Interview with Shangguan Yue, Beijing, May 25, 2014. 121 Interview with Lili, Shanghai, July 28, 2014. 122 Interview with Liu Xiaoqing, Shanghai, March 24, 2014. 123 Interview with Xiao Kai, Shanghai, June 15, 2014. 124 Interview with Yimeina, Shanghai, April 29, 2014. 32