My first Magazine Issue 11: If/만약 | Page 27

I sit here engulfed in your scent With the word “ if ” screaming repent , repent , repent !
And lacking the conviction I had as I packed my bags ,
Are we not torn ?
But now that I ’ ve left Now that I ’ m gone
We would be torn in two .
If I had stayed , If I hadn ’ t left
Who knew that your radiance within Was destined to cast shadows across my skin ?
You knew we had so many hidden flaws ? Who could tell we would not last ?
The world tutted in scorn And pulled you away .
My lovely , my princess , my precious babe , As you suckled on my breast
And likewise you for me .
So you ’ d never forgive me , mi amor I ’ ve struck you so deep .
You ’ ll never understand , mon cher Why we could never be –
And likewise me for you .
I love you , my sweet You had me unwound .
I miss you , my dear My melancholy mistress .
Amy ( Han Bit ) Kang
R e f l e c t i o n
R e f l e c t i o n
Amy ( Han Bit ) Kang
I miss you , my dear My melancholy mistress . I love you , my sweet You had me unwound .
And likewise me for you .
You ’ ll never understand , mon cher Why we could never be – So you ’ d never forgive me , mi amor I ’ ve struck you so deep .
And likewise you for me .
My lovely , my princess , my precious babe , As you suckled on my breast The world tutted in scorn And pulled you away .
You knew we had so many hidden flaws ? Who could tell we would not last ? Who knew that your radiance within Was destined to cast shadows across my skin ?
If I had stayed , If I hadn ’ t left We would be torn in two .
But now that I ’ ve left Now that I ’ m gone Are we not torn ?
And lacking the conviction I had as I packed my bags , I sit here engulfed in your scent With the word “ if ” screaming repent , repent , repent !
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