Mountain Bike for Her Issue 4 - Dec/Jan 2015 | Page 8

nervously anticipated our Kootenay trip. We would spend a week in the region, travelling and riding in Rossland, Kimberly, Fernie, and Nelson. Our core crew consisted of myself and another media person, Ben, Kelli and Darren from Endless Biking, Jason; who won the trip in a contest, and Martin who organized it all. In each location local guides would showcase the best that their communities have to offer from trails to beers – and sometimes, handmade candy. On our first morning, I was the last to drop into the beautiful and flowy trails that Rossland has to offer, but only after asking for the tenth time “exactly how much climbing is there to start?” Now this might be where you are expecting to read about how I overcame my doubts, realized that I was in fact an amazing rider who just had to believe in herself, and the rest of the trip was nothing but hot Mountain Bike for Her | P. 8 laps and high-fives, but that’s not what happened. We had plenty of high-fives, but they were more of an encouraging nature than a celebratory one. In fact, by the end of our first day riding it was clear that I was much slower than the rest of the group. Contingency plans were put in place for the rest of the week as we had an aggressive schedule to maintain and I loath to be the person who everyone is waiting for. As needed, we split the group or I opted for earlier exits, usually skipping that one last climb that would really put hair on my chest. In Kimberly, I picked through the beautiful rocky terrain, in Fernie I peacedout before the last big climb (twice). In Nelson, I struggled to the lookout, arriving just after sunset. There were times that I pushed, times that I walked, and times that I took the alternate route. My internal dialogue used words that