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ME E T YO UR S E MI N AR I AN S In the Silence, Dcn. David Pelican Could Not Ignore Christ’s Call Dcn. David Pelican Archdiocese of Detroit Theology IV T his past April I was ordained a deacon along with four other men. I lay prostrate on the floor of the seminary Chapel while the whole Church prayed for me. I promised to live a life of celibate chastity, to always obey my bishop, to faithfully pray the Liturgy of the Hours each day until I die, and to conform my way of life to the example of Christ. The bishop then laid his hands on my head, said the prayer of consecration over me, and I was a deacon. That day and many days since I have asked myself, “How did I ever get to this point?” I grew up in a wonderful and loving Catholic family along with my seven sisters, where my parents homeschooled all eight of us. Though I always wished for a brother, we were certainly never lonely growing up, and are still very close. As a kid I loved the outdoors: camping, hiking, fishing, etc. I also enjoyed playing sports and spent a good part of my childhood playing roller hockey with friends in our neighbor’s basement. Throughout high school I spent the summers working on a hay farm and in residential construction, also raising pigs on the side. The thought of the priesthood first entered my mind when I was just 10 years old, and it never really left me. As I grew, so did my understanding of what it means to be a priest and the sacrifices involved. When I realized that priests cannot be married or have a family, I decided that this was not for me. But God was persistent, and that thought, “Be a priest,” remained with me despite my best efforts to ignore it. I decided to be a doctor and began applying to colleges my senior year. At this time, however, I also went on a three-day silent retreat with my dad. In the silence I could no longer ignore the thought of the priesthood. One day as I sat before Jesus in the Blessed Sacrament, it became very clear to me that he was offering me two options. I could get married and become a doctor; or I could become a priest. The choice was mine and God would bless me in whichever path I chose, but Jesus was asking me to choose the priesthood for him. In that moment I finally accepted God’s call to the priesthood and stopped trying to work around it. Instead of going to college, in the fall of 2012 I entered the seminary. Seven years later I am by God’s grace a deacon and look forward to being ordained a priest in May 2020. Following Jesus on the path towards the priesthood has been a challenging and rewarding adventure in which he has brought me ever closer to himself, especially in the Eucharist. He continues to teach me what it means to be a Christian man and a spiritual father. I thank God for calling me, though unworthy, to serve him as a priest. shms.edu 13