Modern Athlete Magazine Issue 130, May 2020 | Page 36

Runners are well looked after at Addo Thunder and Lightning Thunder clouds on the horizon appeared as we hit the top, and the fifth aid station. The sun was behind the mountains, and so, we thought, were our troubles, so we got up a bit of pace as we moved along the plateau of the mountains. With renewed life, I was again able to enjoy the beauty of my surroundings. Steep valleys on either side and colourful vegetation all around us. Behind us, however, a storm was coming. As we reached the sixth aid station, we had increased our party by an additional runner, and as we ran together, the three of us women were becoming more and more aware of the lightning storm. A photographer got a picture of us, and the lightning in the background was beautiful as we gave him great broad smiles, despite swollen legs and hurting feet. We ran on with thoughts of the finish line a mere 20km away, but the clouds got closer, and the time between lightning strikes got shorter and shorter. Slowly, a feeling of panic started within our little group. We proceeded faster and faster, overtaking the two gentlemen who had been my earlier lifeline. I counted the seconds between flash and boom, but then, the heavens opened and the flashing and booming was everywhere. We were surrounded, and then a bolt of lightning struck so close we could feel the heat and reverberation on the ground. We ran for our lives. Through the pain and the open sky we ran towards nothing more than the finish line that was still 13km away. Under the cover of some trees, we slowed slightly. We were expecting the final aid station to appear, as our watches said we should be right there, and soon we began to doubt its existence. Had the storm forced them to evacuate? Would we be pulled off the course if we got there in the rain. Was it safe to continue? We were so close, yet so far away. Soaking wet and still pumping slightly with adrenalin we eventually came upon the final aid station. Night Terrors With 11km to go and two hours behind schedule, the light was slowly fading, so out came the headlamps. Through the woods we walked in unison, trudging our way forward and waiting for the last climb that apparently signalled 4km to go. One of our team members said she’d been told it was a short and sharp hill, about 300m. Never had anyone been so wrong! The night was dark, and we continued moving forward, waiting for the climb that seemed to never come… And then, it was there, marked unceremoniously by a marshal scouting the route in these unusual race circumstances. But his account was slightly different. “OK, ladies, just 3km of climbing and then 1km to the finish, you’ve got this!” Those words cut to the core. Perhaps we should have remembered the race profile. The team of four slowly started to break apart as the climb began. However much I wanted us to stay together, the urgency of my need to get to the finish was stronger, and as I climbed, I kept my head down. We climbed and climbed, and I wanted to see what we were climbing, so just for a moment, I stopped and allowed my waist-mounted light to wander to the right of the path. The sheer panic that overtook my body cannot be described, because to my right was a sheer drop of cliffs that echoed the slightest whisper. It clawed at the slightest hint of vertigo, pulling at my very soul. Perhaps it was the dark, or perhaps it was the play of the light around my waist, but never have I been more afraid than I was at that moment. I feared that the dark would pull me off the side and I would fall. I truly had to stop the panic from rising to the surface and consuming me. Images: Richard Pearce & courtesy Donna Crossan Donna teamed up with Janine Du Toit and Yolan Friedman Pitstop at the sixth aid station 36 ISSUE 130 MAY 2020 / www.modernathlete.co.za