Modern Athlete Magazine Issue 121, August 2019 | Page 39

ROAD RUNNING so that I would have an explanation for this mystery. Without a diagnosis, I did not know what needed to be treated, meaning I could actually cause more damage if I continued my rehab program. Nolene has found comfort and purpose in mentoring young athletes It was during this time that I was contacted by the organisers of the New York Marathon. They loved my story and wanted me to be part of their elite field in November. It has always been my dream to compete in the largest and most popular marathon in the world, because since my fascination with marathon running started, I have watched the race in admiration and told myself one day I will race New York. The excitement and motivation was short-lived, however, as my knee pain was still there six runs later. Now I thought I was really losing my mind! Suddenly There was Light Fortunately before I could continue with this mindset, almost like a miracle, I received a message from my physio saying that the hip specialist found something on my scans. Hallelujah, my prayers were answered. He had discovered some inflammation over my iliac crest bone (top section of the hip), so bone stress in my hip was causing the referring pain on the outside of my knee. Finally, I knew at last that I was not crazy. After all, I know my body, and something just did not feel right. Treatment involved, a serious of radical, focused shockwaves – more agony! – and then extended total rest, so it was goodbye New York Marathon. That was a hard pill to swallow, but I had to accept that’s what I had to do to allow my injury to heal. So what now, how would I occupy myself so as to not think about running? I came up with various steps: • Step 1: Think about what I want to achieve outside of sport and set new life goals. • Step 2: Focus on self-love, like doing things that make me happy. • Step 3: Put myself out there, grow my brand and network, and build relationships with my sponsors and friends. • Step 4: Use the time to do good in my community, including mentoring young athletes. • Step 5: Focus on my job as Athletes’ Manager at Endurocad. For example, I wanted to use this time to build new skills, so I signed up for the Athletics South Africa Level 1 Coaching Course. I am now a certified coach and have already helped a few athletes with a training programme for the Cape Town Marathon. The challenge of helping others achieve their goals really excites me, and is something I am passionate about. Also, two years ago I started the sacanrun shoe project in partnership with the Cape Town Marathon, and although we have collected over 800 pairs of running shoes for underprivileged runners, I have not been able to give the project the full attention it deserved. More Than Just a Runner What I have learnt from this experience is that there can also be a bright side to injuries. If you make the most of your recovery, you can come out stronger, both physically and emotionally. I initially felt as if I had lost my identity, but eventually I realised that running is a big part of my life, but my life does not solely revolve around running. I discovered that what you do is not who you are! My worth is not based on how well I perform, and if running were taken away from me today, I would still be me. By changing my mindset, I realised my life is not that bad! I have a lot going for me, I have a job, and I am still physically able to do other things. It opened my eyes to the many possibilities outside of sport, and that there is so much I still want to do and learn. I believe that maintaining health in sport is a result of the right blend of support, your surrounding environment and nurturing yourself. It’s about getting proper direction while having a support system of people who are there for you when the going gets tough, the friends that check in on you, make sure you’re okay, and know that even though you act strong on the outside, you might be suffering on the inside. A friend sent me this message “If you saw the size of your blessings, the battle would make sense.” I was grateful for this message, as I was so caught up in my own pain I did not see how truly blessed I was. The support of my team, friends, family, club and sponsors has carried me through, because they were there for me when I needed them, and have gone out of their way for me. So if you are reading this and you are going through a difficult time, consider this: When times are tough, remind yourself that no pain comes without a purpose. Just because you’re struggling, doesn’t mean you’re failing! Right now, I am in a good space, even though I am not running yet and unable to do any form of activity that involves my glute/hip region. My mind is not wrapped so tightly around my struggles anymore, I have surrendered to a greater power, and that has allowed me to relax and enjoy life. It took me a while to get here, but I finally feel like I have a purpose and direction outside of my own running. And I will rise again, because I have slayed the dragon! ed as two was originally publish This shortened piece neconrad.co.za ole ://n http at g blo ’s longer parts on Nolene 39