Modern Athlete Magazine Issue 121, August 2019 | Page 38

ROAD RUNNING Out of desperation, I decided to take the doctor’s advice for a second cortisone injection. I did not feel confident about my choice, and certainly regretted it afterwards! The injection itself was not bad, but when the anaesthetic wore off, the pain shot through the roof. I was in so much agony that I could barely eat, I had headaches and I could barely walk. It took two courses of cataflams (anti-inflammatories) for the pain to subside. Panicked thoughts started racing through my head, fuelled by fears of losing fitness, and missing out on scheduled races and the upcoming World Championships (which I had already qualified for). Nothing I had tried was working, and no one seemed to have answers. I started thinking about what I would do if I could never run again? What if this was the end of my career? These thoughts frightened me, because I could not imagine my life without running. It was all getting too much for me, and I broke down so many times. Hopes Dashed After six weeks, I was allowed to take the moon boot off. What a relief to finally get rid of that awful thing! Then, before I could hit the road, I had to do a few running sessions on the Alter G anti-gravity treadmill to gradually build back to running. My Bio assessed me over five sessions, starting at 60% body weight running for 20 minutes, then building up until I was able to run at 90% for 40 minutes. Running on the Alter was great, but I wanted to be outside, breathing in the fresh air, taking in the beautiful scenery, and just free to explore. I knew that I was close to that goal of running outside again, so that motivated me, and with the bio happy with my progress, I was allowed to return to running. I was so excited to hit the road again. I laced up in high spirits and attempted a 30-minute run. Oh man did it feel good to run again... but then my smile started to fade as 15 minutes into my run, I felt pain in the side of my knee. I kept running, thinking this is just phantom pain, and at the end of the run, I had an uncomfortable feeling in my knee, but I rated it as a 3/10 pain (10 being unbearable), which is OK. Two Nolene wins the SA Marathon title in 2018 days after, I set off for another run, but this time the pain started just five minutes into my run. After 15 minutes I was limping, the pain now unbearable. Post- run, I had some swelling on the outside of my left knee, and I could barely walk up and down the stairs without wincing. That night I sulked. I was in a dark place. I kept thinking, what did I do to deserve this? My heart was broken. I had hoped to still be able to race the Two Oceans Half Marathon and defend my title, but now I had to withdraw. I was distraught, but I knew that in the long run it was the best decision. Trying to force my body through training would just cause more damage. The next day, I decided to make an appointment to see Dr Derman at Tygerberg Hospital. He could only see me the following week, but in the meantime I would give my injury some time to settle, as it was still inflamed and painful. On arrival at the Isem clinic (Tygerberg), a team of doctors assessed me. The diagnosis was a clinical ITB injury. The treatment involved a cortisone injection right into the lateral side of my knee, done under the guidance of ultra-sound to ensure that the cortisone is injected into the correct area. Boy did it hurt, especially after the injection was administered, and I was walking like Captain Hook, unable to bend my knee without severe pain. Reaching Rock Bottom Three days after the injection I was able to walk around like a normal person. I gave it a week to settle before I attempted running again, and the first run went well, although there was still some pain. Victory at last, I thought! I did another 20-minute run later that week, but on the third run I felt excruciating pain in my knee and decided to stop after 10 minutes. Back to the physio I went, and she did acupuncture treatment on my gluteus, as it seemed to be in spasm. We then tried cupping treatment for the ITB. Ouch! 38 ISSUE 121 AUGUST 2019 / www.modernathlete.co.za When I looked at my body, I was shocked to discover the damages done – scars and bruises everywhere. I decided no more needles and treatments! I had to be kind to my body and give it the time it needed to heal. My team referred me to a reiki master for energy healing, and that really helped me cope mentally and physically. It was a relaxing treatment, helping me calm my mind and bring energy healing to my body. The psychological aspect of being injured can be significant, as running itself has a therapeutic effect. Running releases endorphins, and being unable to run means that the benefit of those ‘feel good hormones’ have been taken away. Yet Another Diagnosis Eight weeks after I was diagnosed with clinical ITB , there was still no change to my pain, so I went back to my physio and asked her to take full control of the treatment of my injury, as I felt overwhelmed. She referred me to a hip specialist, as the symptoms made her suspect that I might have a problem in my hip, causing referred pain in my knee. After the hip specialist assessed me, he felt the same and sent me for scans of the lumbar spine and the hip. I was so nervous about the hip arthroscopy, because I had previously undergone this procedure and it is not for the faint-hearted. Having a long needle stuck into the front of your hip is gut-wrenching! When the initial report from the radiologist came back clear, I didn’t really know how to take the news. On the one hand, I was relieved that I had no serious damage, especially none that required surgery. On the other hand, I wanted them to find something, just Smiling about running has been hard since the injury