Modern Athlete Magazine Issue 120, July 2019 | Page 50

promise in a certain discipline, my interest would run its course and I would move on to the next thing. Also, our family was not a very sporty one – I did have a cousin that was a very good golfer, but that’s about it.” Nevertheless, he says that in spite of being very sporty, his family have been very supportive of his sporting journey. “I am very blessed to have them, because they are my biggest fans.” The running bug bit during his first trail race, the Sanlam Cape Town Peace Trail in 2014, and he says the racing really appealed to him, and gave him an outlet for his competitiveness. Also, his love of the outdoors made trail running a natural choice, too. A year later he found himself on the podium at the Ultra-Trail Cape Town 65km, and says, “That’s when it clicked that I have something, and I started working even harder at it.” Since that early success at UTCT, he has notched up several more podiums, with the most significant being his win in the Tsitsikamma Ultra a week after the shooting, and then finishing second in the George Mountain Ultra Trail (MUT) in June. Roelof says the choice to focus on ultra-distance races was driven by his competitive nature, and that the toughness of running for a long time, through difficult terrain, appealed to his adventurous soul. “It was always going to be the hardest, the furthest and the most uncomfortable races and distances that made me happy. There was no other choice, to be honest. I love how it strips you down to nothing. You have to go deep inside yourself and pull out of the debilitating physical distress you’re in with only your mind. That attracts me to the ultra life.” Stepping It Up Looking further ahead, Roelof says that he would love to see his running and racing develop still further, and thus he wants to put in the hard work now, while not taking his eyes off the proverbial ball. “I can see myself becoming one of the most successful trail runners in South Africa, and hopefully one day be fortunate enough to race abroad. We all have different running goals, but if you are looking to compete and possibly climb the ranks, then do not take your foot off the hammer. It is imperative not to get distracted by the noise around ‘making it’ in this sport. You need to push on regardless, and every session is a conquest, a step closer to something potentially life-changing.” Now coached by Robert Henning from Pacer Coaching, things are really falling into place as Roelof levels up, as seen in his recent results – and in spite of the shooting. “Coaching is a total game-changer for me. I was self-trained for many years, and I just put my shoes on and crushed it all day, every day. I had no structure, no plan, and would end up injured and out for long periods of time. Now I am guided by someone with a clear head and an outside view that can put things into perspective for me.” Trail running is not the cheapest of sporting activities, though, especially if you are doing it at a high level. Expenses tend to add up, and without assistance, you can’t always perform at your best, especially when worrying about how you are going to pay the bills. “Sponsors definitely help, especially when they are able to assist financially. Every little bit helps, so that we as athletes don’t have to worry about gear, race entries or logistics. That is a tremendous weight off your shoulders,” says Roelof. Long-term Effects When he is not running around the roads and mountains, or at home making homemade gourmet pizzas, you will find Roelof working at Gone Outdoor in 50 ISSUE 120 JULY 2019 / www.modernathlete.co.za With the memory of being shot still fresh in the memory, Roelof would be forgiven if he chose to hide away from the world for a while, but that is simply not his way. Instead, he got straight back up on the proverbial horse and is still there. “I admire people who uplift themselves from adversity through sport. The best way of dealing with the things that weigh you down, is to lace up your running shoes and head out onto the trails.” Neverthless, the shooting has definitely left its mark, both physically and mentally, and Roelof says he still has no idea what the motive of the attack was. “Trauma is an individual thing. Some people are traumatised by the most mundane things, like walking into a Woolies and finding that their favourite brand of Hummus is sold out... Seriously, though, for any traumatic experience, I would suggest seeking counselling, and to not let it brew too long. Talking about it, and allowing time to heal, will ultimately be the best remedy in dealing with it.” “I still experience bouts of paranoia and mild anxiety, but the training helps me to deal with it. I am also surrounded by incredible and uplifting individuals, who keep me in a positive frame of mind and focused on my goals. There is a quote by Travis Rice that I like: ‘We will never know our true potential unless we push ourselves to find it. It is this journey to self-discovery that will inevitably take us to the wildest places on earth’.” Well, I am hungrier than ever, and my life could not be better.” Longmarket Street. “I love my job, and if I’m not there or training, then I’m doing the other thing that I am good at, which is eating. Working at Gone Outdoor has helped me with my running, because I have a boss that also loves the outdoors and understands my needs and goals as an athlete, which makes it easier to train any time of day. I also have to travel for extended periods of time for races, and he gets that.”