Miss VIP October, 2013 | Page 23

Real Life ometimes, in your life, things happen that you can’t really handle on your own. But what do you do when you can’t talk about those problems with others? Even though when people around you seem like they want to help you, you feel like they can’t, because they don’t know what they’re talking about. Sophie tried to face those problems on her own, and this is her story. SOPHIE’S STORY “It’s quite difficult for me to talk about myself, because I’ve always kind of felt like I don’t deserve to be talked about, as if there’s nothing relevant about myself that others should listen to. It is still hard, but since I survived my attempt to put an end to my own life, I now feel like I have the duty to speak up, to stop feeling guilty and ashamed, to spread my story as much as possible, so that other people won’t make the same mistake. I think there is no soft way to say this: in May 2013 I tried to commit suicide. I know lots of teenage girls or boys are always thinking about killing themselves, because their life gets so hard that the thought of them being dead is almost a relief, an escape. For me it was nothing like that, because I had never thought about committing suicide before until that day. Thinking back, I daresay that when I entered the bathroom I didn’t even know what I was going to do. I was just having a really bad day, but when