arguing about him, she was saying she can’t believe
he did that, am a nice girl and all! (It was long after I
found out that he hit a lot of women).
That day I said I was going to stab him with a
knife if he tried it again, so he saw the knife was
nowhere to be found and he said “ you want to stab
me with a knife?!” he didn’t want me to stab him nor
leave him cause he knew I might if he tried it again.
We went to church that night, I didn’t talk to him, I
told him he better turn to The Lord and live for Him
because he owed The Lord his life for sparing it!
(He was shocked) I am a godly woman so I
would never physically hurt a man I love nor kill
anyone. I always told my men about The Lord &
inspire them to be better. Phil works for the
government (which is mostly crazy, anger problem,
coke out type people!) , Neil and Ric was a gunman.
So, I wanted to defend myself if anything. I took
karate classes, but never used it cause I prefer to
leave a man than to hit him, if he hit me.
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