to open it and when he realized he cannot, he
stopped and I said “ calm down!” and he walked
away.
I open the door gently and went on the
verandah, I realize Sim and Neil is not there so I ran
up to Han’s house thinking that Sim would be there,
I saw her telling Han what was happening and Han
was upset with me and went down to our house, we
saw Neil on our verandah, so Han said to Neil “
when I come back you better leave!”
Neil got up and left immediately when he saw
Han going next door (must be for his gun). Months
before that, I did tell Neil that my cousin Han was a
bad man,(in Jamaica it means a gun-man). So Neil
probably remembered what I said and ran. From
that day Neil & I broke up, thanks to my cousin Han
for helping me to leave Neil cause I wanted to do
that a long time ago but Neil didn’t want to leave
me.
I saw Neil years after that, a month before I
married to Phil and again after Phil & I got divorced,
he said “ hi” to me and be telling me that he is now
a security for a big name security company, while
being a driver of their company’s vehicle.
It was 1 & ½ year after me and Phil was married,
even after giving birth to his first child, our son
Nicholas, Phil started to talk to me bad, treated me
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