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Curmiah: The transition was painful!! I had far I branch, but I’m still rooted.  I guess, because of been to the UK before, but for summer this it felt so right when I finally decided to share my vacations, and I always saw it as just that. I work with the worldwide web proclaiming just how would have summer fun with my cousins over proud I am to be a Saint Lucian. You always find the here and then return to the wonderful life I underlying themes of identity/belonging in much of had home. So knowing that I wasn’t returning, my poetry. and with no idea when I would return…I think I can honestly say I experienced heartbreak at The years I spent from primary into secondary aged 9. It was difficult adjusting; my schooling here were the years I recall really starting classmates found it difficult to understand me to write. I wrote to express myself, to vent, find my when I spoke. I went through the ‘changing voice. Both home and here, I’ve always been active voice’ phase…battled with that for the in the arts – steel pans, dance, choir…I was always longest. I always had my mom on my back participating in programs/clubs/productions. I telling me to ‘speak properly’, meaning stop studied English with Performing Arts both at A-level trying to sound British. Naturally, spending and degree level, and continue to train to hone my most of my life here, it’s something I did pick crafts. up, but also always held on tight to my St Lucian accent. Journeys home from school with my friends were always amusing when my phone would ring, and the Lucian would come out strong; the look on their faces was always comical. Overall growing here wasn’t the easiest, but not the worst; it shaped me into who I am now. (smiling) Lovee: Adjusting to the differences in cultures can often be a great challenge, especially for children. But, it’s admirable that you’ve maintained your sense of identity and culture, despite being away for many years. How has both countries contributed to your creativity and talents? Lovee:  I think this is what I appreciate the most about you and your work; your love and passion for your homeland. You are extremely talented. A poet, singer, dancer, model, writer, and who knows what else…(laughing out loud)… and you seem to excel in each area. As a child, did you display such talents? Curmiah: (laughing out loud) And actor…I sang a lot when I was younger, not so much anymore. My father is a musician, uncle a singer; I come from a very musical family. There was even a family band way back. When I moved here, my cousin and I would spend afternoons writing songs and putting on mini concerts for the family. (laughing out loud) Our songs always seemed to have content that related Curmiah: I’ve developed a voice that merges to global/social issues; we were aged 10, writing countries…transatlantic you could say, both songs about giving to the homeless. I also took part literally and figuratively. For some reason in my first pageant when I was about five, a pre- (probably the influence of my mother) I’ve school pageant. never identified myself as being British. I suspect had I not had that grounding I Before leaving secondary school we did “Most Likely would’ve succumbed to my battle with To…” class predictions. My classmates predicted me conformity. Thankful for that grounding! most likely to release a hit single and become a Having that is what enabled me to accept and supermodel. (laughing out loud). embrace change without fearing it. I think of it like the growth of a plant/tree; knowing that there are no limits to my growth or how