Maine South Equinox Spring 2014 | Page 7

Silence

Rida Mughal

Uncomfortable in a crowded room

Too much noise

Too much energy

I’d rather paint the scene

With my own mind

Mouths are inefficient

They stutter and they falter

Conversations should only be

Kept in our heads

Small talk in meaningless

I don’t care about the weather

Or how your pet is doing

I want to know

If I can call you a friend

I am an overthinker

A molehill is always

A mountain with a maze inside

Silent conversations held with

Authors

Philosophers

Only because

Nobody really listens anymore

“I fall in love with

Words rather than actions

Ideas and thoughts

Instead of reality

And it will be the death of me.”

I crave the silence

When the world starts to scream

And the blackout that follows

Is filled with bliss.

A wordless sanctuary

Made of

Letters soaked in thought

My own little utopia

Away from the clamor

Of a world that never stops talking

No, I’m fine

Really I’m ok

There are just some things

In my mind

I need to take care of first.