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treatment plans we threw at it just in four weeks: IL-6 Inhibitors, convalescent plasma, high-flow oxygen delivery, early verses delayed intubation, etc. Some treatments we routinely used in the beginning of the month fell out of favor before I even finished the rotation. The fear of the unknown makes you feel powerless, with your back against the wall. Finally, the ultimate fear after seeing such destruction is whether or not you will be the next victim. Will you bring it home to your family? Will it strike in the middle of the night? Despite all these fears, your hypoxic patient becomes your priority, and you don your PPE and answer the call into the unknown. COVID-19 Resources FEATURE Hope: Amidst all the sadness and fear, at the end of the day I was always brought back to a feeling of hope. Adversity often finds a way of unifying people to overcome obstacles, and this was evident in our fight against COVID-19. In the hospital, seeing patients recover and be discharged was uplifting. We latched onto those moral victories until our next patient improved enough to be extubated. The camaraderie and working relationships between specialties such as medicine, anesthesia, and palliative care – just to name a few – were better than ever. We have seen inspiring new and bright ideas in research and technology, which will continue to grow and develop help in the future. But I got the strongest sense of hope when I looked at the people and the world around me. The amount of support in the form of generous gifts and donations from people and businesses was indescribable and gladdening. I saw people genuinely appreciate human interaction and the quality of time spent with their families. As humans, we learned for real, not only how to cherish our own health and safety, but how to have genuine concern for the well-being of others. COVID-19 has affected each and every one of us in some way, but I firmly believe that it has changed us for the better and made us more appreciative and unified. When I got to the end of the rotation, my attending asked if I knew what I wanted to go into for a career (secretly hoping my experience convinced me to go into critical care medicine). I said, “After this month, I am really looking forward to outpatient pediatrics.” COVID-19 had not stolen my sense of humor entirely away. In all seriousness, my experience of working in the ICU during a COVID-19 peak was unforgettable. I’m sad for all of the lives lost and affected. I’m fearful of society’s “new normal” and of future recurrences. I’m thankful for my family’s health and safety, and I appreciate every moment I get to spend with them. Finally, enough cannot be said about the courageous work of all of the health care heroes. As a society, the only way we can get through this is together. Dr. Justin Chu is a med-peds resident at UofL Hospital and Norton Children’s Hospital. We are committed to keeping you informed with the latest communication and resources available regarding the COVID-19 pandemic. Visit our website for the most up-to-date resources Sections include: Local & National Updates Patient Screening Telehealth Coding & Billing Financial Relief for Practices PPE FAQs Opportunities to Help Media glms.org/covid-19-resources/ JUNE 2020 35