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STUDENT INTERNSHIP & EXTERNSHIP REFLECTIONS PEDIATRIC EXTERNSHIP O AUTHOR Tyler Mattingly n the first day of my pediatric ex- ternship, shadowing already-doc- tors at Norton Children’s Hospital, I was excited and nervous. I had been assigned to work with the Hospitalist team on the fifth floor and at the time, I hardly knew what hospitalists were, let alone what was expected of them. I did enjoy working with children and I knew I wanted to be a physician, so I tried to go in with an open mind. I had spent what felt like all hours of the day with my face buried in a book or my laptop. This can make it easier to forget the pa- tients who embody the facts we learn. This externship showed me the empathy in medicine. I saw attendings and residents navigate stressful and uncomfortable situations with respect and grace. I was able to see firsthand what contributes to creating a successful physician-patient/parent relationship. These experiences are few and far between early on in the medical school curriculum, so the ability to experience this daily was invaluable. Throughout my first week I tried to absorb as much as I possibly could, but it felt like every other word flew right over my head. I felt frustrated - I wanted to contribute and I didn’t like feeling so out of the loop. Every day I was increasingly impressed by the knowledge shown by my attending and resident MDs. I was amazed by what they knew and how they learned it all. It reinforced the rigorous process and the dedication that it takes to become a physician. The road to doctoring is long and challenging, but not without reason. Some things take time to learn and they only come with experience. As someone who just finished the first year of medical school, I often found myself lost. But I learned that it isn’t a bad thing not to know something. What is important is that you make the effort to learn and improve. Lastly, this externship put the role of a physician into perspective for me. There is no doubt that physicians serve a vital role. In the hospital setting however, at all times they are still part of a larger team. The members of this team all have a similar goal and that is to provide the best care possible. My experiences this summer taught me how important communication and teamwork are to achieve that common goal. No single person has the answer 100 percent of the time, nor can they shoulder the load alone. It is often necessary to lean on your colleagues for information or share tasks amongst yourselves. When everyone is on the same page, the quality of care is maximized. I am grateful for the time I spent at Norton Children’s and for the opportunity to learn from some amazing doctors. This externship was my first real glimpse into my future as a physician - and I couldn’t be more excited! In addition to the fantastic learning experience, it also served to remind me of the people we serve. As a first-year medical student, Tyler Mattingly is a second-year medical student at the University of Louisville School of Medicine. Have You Paid Your 2020 GLMS Membership Dues? To ensure no disruption in your membership status or benefits, pay your dues online: www.glms.org (click on Join/Renew on the homepage). If you have questions or did not receive a dues bill, email [email protected] or call 502-736-6362. 24 LOUISVILLE MEDICINE