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BOOK REVIEW WHEN BREATH BECOMES AIR Paul Kalanithi, MD Random House, New York, 2016 Reviewed by M. Saleem Seyal, MD, FACC, FACP You that seek what life is in death, Now find it air that once was breath. New names unknown, old names gone: Till time end bodies, but souls none. Reader! then make time, while you be, But steps to your eternity - Baron Brooke Fulke Greville (1554-1628), “Caelica 83” P aul Kalanithi was a writer and neurosurgeon who died prematurely at the age of 37. His courageous and eloquent autobiography “When Breath Becomes Air” was published posthumously. It’s a tour-de-force which describes his life and particularly the travails and trials of being diagnosed with metastatic lung cancer and facing mortality at a very young age. Inherently and devastatingly sad, but ultimately an uplifting book, it has been on the New York Times Best Sellers list. Highly reminiscent of the late Dr. Oliver Sack’s Opinion piece, “My Own Life” in The New York Times (February 19, 2015) when he faced terminal illness, Paul Kalanithi wrote two moving essays, “How Long Have I Got Left” in The New York Times (January 14, 2014) and “Before I Go” in Stanford Medicine (Spring 2015), offering his heartfelt insights as a wounded healer facing his own death. He died peacefully with tremendous poise and bravery two years after being diagnosed with his terminal ailment, surrounded by family, 16 LOUISVILLE MEDICINE on March 9, 2015. One of three sons of an immigrant Indian-American cardiologist, Paul Kalanathi was born in New York, moving at age 10 to Kingman, Arizona. His father is still a practicing interventional cardiologist (a Tamil Christian with a Hindu wife) in Kingman. Paul had a lifelong love affair with books and writing and was planning to become a writer. He talked about his bibliophilia as “….Books became my closest confidants, finely ground lenses providing new views of the world.” He earned enviable scholastic achievements including a BA in Human Biology and Masters in English Literature from Stanford. He next studied at the University of Cambridge and earned the MPhil in History and Philosophy of Science and Medicine. He next changed his focus to studying medicine: “It was only in practicing medicine that I could pursue a serious biological philosophy.” He went to Yale and earned his MD degree cum laude in 2007. He returned to Stanford for his residency in neurosurgery and a postdoctoral fellowship in neuroscience, and progressed to the coveted position of Chief Resident. Near the tail-end of a relentless and grueling training, and destined for an academic position as a neuroscientist and a practicing neurosurgeon, he was being wooed by excellent academic outfits in the country. A bright future was within grasp, “…At age thirty-six, I had reached the mountaintop; I could see the Promised Land, from Gilead to Jericho to the Mediterranean Sea.” His dreams, however, came crashing down after the grim diagnosis of metastatic lung cancer