Louisville Medicine Volume 61, Issue 10 | Page 7

Let’s Connect From the President JAMES Patrick Murphy, MD, MMM GLMS President [email protected] Failure Becomes Me Failure is not an option. This was spoken at a critical moment in the movie Apollo 13 by the actor Ed Harris, portraying NASA’s Mission Control Flight Director Gene Kranz. Motivating, for sure. But though they each shared the goal of eliminating failure, not everyone at NASA described their relationship with failure in this manner. In fact, NASA’s very first Flight Director, Christopher Kraft, said of failure: I think the thing that we learned and the thing that made us strong was that we knew about failure. We recognized failure, we knew it was there, we always looked for it. And everything we did was based on decisions on failure rather than success. Failure clearly has its fans. Automobile pioneer Henry Ford said: Failure is simply the opportunity to begin again, this time more intelligently. And playwright Samuel Beckett thought one could actually improve at failing: Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better. Regardless of how adept you are at failure, it’s still unpleasant. Alexander Pope, circa 1711, penned the phrase, To err is human; to forgive, divine. But forgiving oneself for failure is challenging, especially when failure is personal. Many times I have accepted praise for a “success,” when in truth I knew I had either not lived up to the task or had just been lucky. Failure is subjective. I know when I have failed. You know when you have, too. You feel it. So what’s to make of this? Not long ago I was driving my son to school, and we began talking about why bad things happen. Resisting the cliché, “Whenever one door closes, another one opens,” I turned to nature for enlightenment. I told him I believe everything in nature happens for a reason - even if we can’t see it. And since we are a component of nature, there’s a logical reason for what happens to us - even if it means failure. Humans are unique in nature. Unlike other creatures, we can contemplate what it means to live, die, succeed, and fail. Therefore we believe we are, as described by Shakespeare’s Hamlet, …the beauty of the world, the paragon of animals. And, according to Thornton Wilder: Every child born into the world is nature’s attempt to make a perfect human being. That we all fail in reaching that mark does not diminish the fact that failure allows us to edge closer to that sublime state. If you follow the healthcare industry, you may have heard of Dr. Don Berwick, a former Administrator of the Centers for Medicare and Medicaid Services. A quote attributed to him is, “Every system is perfe