Lost in Orange | Page 44

A  Chinese  Man     A  Chinese  man   interrupted  our  French   kissing,  you  ducked  into   my  old  t-­‐shirt  to  answer   the  door,  I  stayed     behind  and  covered  my  ass,   in  case  it  was  God   or  my  mother.     You  brought  back   a  brown  paper  bag,   hot  and  sweaty,   with  grease  spots  dotting   and  darkening  like  clouds   over  guilty  conscience.   My  tongue  can  still  taste   those  to-­‐die-­‐for  egg  rolls—     almost  as  much  as  it  can  you   after  all  these  years,   which  is  why  it  curses   me  for  ever   having  dialed     this  old  number  and  sending     a  brand  new  t-­‐shirt   to  face  the  face     that  serves  me   sweet  and  sour     memories  and  a  side  of  me     I’d  just  as  soon  forget.       44