Los Angeles Firm Inc. Magazine Jan/Feb 2014 | Page 4

Master The From day one I came into the fashion industry head held high on a mission to be the top name.... Not to be one of the top names but to be the top name. A very high number of people in different countries followed me on my model mayhem portfolio for my clothing line Victoria Marie Fashion. While I am merely just another name in fashion I am also a legeacy. I am a legend, I am the first to mix high fashion and urban fashion while others took credit, copied, I am the best of both worlds. But people thought I fell off, they thought speaking on me and my past would stop me from exceling above and beyond fashion’s elites. Fashion never once failed me. However, at times I feel like I let fashion and it’s community of fashion stylist down. My expectations have been very high since day one, I had alot of pressure to superceed my peers. I did alot of self promotion to get where I am, took lots of risk, told lie after lie and said prayer after prayer. I feel like certain people wanted me to not make it, to not stay focused, to not bring you the best exclusive matierial you have ever seen. I just want you the reader to know that I am truly a face in fashion. I too have a dream, I wish the best to everyone head held high and making a way for themselves to remain. Year after year I piled entity after entity on top of the same dream. I never gave up and I lost so much sleep throughout this struggle. But thanks God here I am. “ Fashion never once failed me. However at times I feel like I let fashion and the community of fashion stylist down. My expectations have been very high since day one, I had alot of pressure to superceed my peers.” If I have failed you strike me down with no remorse, let me lay in the bed I’ve made for myself, let those in the correct position judge me for my tresspasses. There were times in my life where I felt like the world itself was over for me and I still never turned my back on fashion. I have taken part in some of the 21st centries most proliffic photo shoots both commercial and domestic. With that being said I found a nitch that would in turn seperate me from the rest. My magazine and my eye for the designs, the pictures, the styling and so on and so fourth. In this book alone I’ve found my comfort zone where I can advertise any product I may want to put my hands in. I often find myself in various multi-million dollar estates with industry renowned models who have extremely large fan bases. I’ve been blessed to cast and work with Slickforce Studios, Maxim.com , BET , NBC and VH1. Yet, I cannot forget my past, the hardships I’ve endured that propel me forward. Many times, I feel compelled to share my story. Subsequently, I’ve often heard many close friends say. “Damn bro that’s your background, that’s your past, you should hide that, you should not talk about that. You’re a celebrity designer, you are an icon. You’re a celebrity designer, you are an icon and legend. Let go of the past.” I’ll stop talking about it when the more than 1 million young black men and women in prison are free and at peace. I’ll stop talking about it when this cycle of negativity disappears and recidivism rate for black men decreases drastically. There are far too many people sitting in jail cells or who went to early graves so I could sit where I sit, have the many blessings I have , and dress the way that I dress. As this Magazine sets out to celebrate the best of us , I will never forget the rest of us. by: Darcell Carraway THE FIRM 05