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THE MIDDLE EAST • My Experience While conducting the focus groups, I had to travel across Jordan to the different communities where War Child operates with my two data collectors Fatin and Ala’. These days were extremely long (it was Ramadan – being on the go all day in 30++ degree heat with no water was challenging) and since I can’t speak Arabic, it was at times frustrating because I had absolutely no idea what was going on in the focus groups. I didn’t know what my research was revealing until I was back in England and had received the translations of the audiotapes from the external translator. I also had huge difficulties trying to organise the focus groups with the staff; in Jordan there is a culture of people not wanting to threaten each other’s jobs and in one focus group the staff were very suspicious of me (I later heard that they thought I was a spy) so I had to sit that focus group out… I found the experience very difficult. It was isolating living in an abandoned apartment block on my own for just over a month and I had barely any interaction with people who spoke English. It was also a struggle at times being a lone, Caucasian female in a patriarchal society. Since I’ve been home I’ve been in contact with War Child several times to ask whether they’ve taken my findings on board and am really disappointed to hear Gather as much information from the organisation as you can that they still haven’t. It shows before you go, on what’s already how feedback and accountability in place for the research and mechanisms aren’t a priority in these what still needs to be done (I settings yet. went in totally blind and ended However, the study gave me up having to organise much insight into the inner workings of more than I had anticipated charities and the day-to-day problems when I arrived in Amman, this they encounter, as well as the human deducts time you can spend costs of one of the worst modern doing the research) conflicts. The experience was a • Don’t just assume the reminder of how the practice of advice you are given by the medicine extends far beyond clinical organisation about work, often in contexts and political accommodation is the best for currents that are unfamiliar. Some of you (some countries have a the other trip highlights included seeing patronage system, so it may not Petra at sunrise, spending a night in always be the cheapest/safest the desert and adopting Step the 3- option) legged kitten! It was a privilege to work • If the option is available, for alongside kids who were so eager to countries where there are fewer get involved and participate in the English-speaking people, research and to become part of a team consider going with a friend who have dedicated their time to • Leave yourself enough time provide them with assistance. at the end of your trip to go and visit the tourist attractions! I hope this article has given you an insight into my intercalation experience. Although my project wasn’t medically focussed, I’ve learnt that medicine provides us with a skill set that is applicable in many different My advice to anyone considering environments and situations. Hopefully research abroad: this has made you think twice about the • Fully research the country opportunities that are available to you you’ll be visiting, especially its that may not fit into the traditional current political situation medical path. There is certainly much more to be discovered beyond the walls of Cedar House!