To me , Money doesn ’ t matter anymore , or if you can get me clothes or buy me stuff , because I am
Grateful . I wish for the affection , Advice , someone to look up to , someone who won ’ t make me
Feel worthless and pathetic every day . I want someone who will mean it if they want to know how
My day is or ask why I feel sad . I don ’ t want to feel uncomfortable around your partner , I don ’ t
Want to feel Competitive . I don ’ t want to get the same advice when I ask for comfort . When I ask
For something or Permission , I don ’ t want to get a rude reply because I am aware that money
Doesn ’ t come out of your Ass , I just want to make sure if it is possible to get or do . I don ’ t want to
Feel uncomfortable in my skin , because you decide to tell me it looks bad . I hate that you ’ re
Unavailable to talk to , because it ’ s obvious who you rather talk to . I ’ m always afraid of asking for
Advice or saying certain things because I know how you will respond . I hate not spending the
Weekends with you , because you ’ d rather disappear with your boyfriend than at least one weekend
With me . I miss spending at least a day with you with no distractions or bad moods . I ’ m sorry that
I can ’ t get the perfect grades or that I ’ m not the Smartest , because I ’ m only human . I ’ m sorry that I ’ m
Not perfect and sometimes say the stupidest things . I wish there was a way I can make you happy ,
But obviously , only one person can , and I have to be the one to take the heat when you have badly
Days . I ’ m sorry I can ’ t be thin , or make the brightest Decisions . Just like you probably wish for a
Perfect daughter , I sometimes wish for a mom who Treats me better and give me affection and
Comfort , to guide me through mistakes and not belittle me ….
By : Meztli Morales