To me, Money doesn’ t matter anymore, or if you can get me clothes or buy me stuff, because I am
Grateful. I wish for the affection, Advice, someone to look up to, someone who won’ t make me
Feel worthless and pathetic every day. I want someone who will mean it if they want to know how
My day is or ask why I feel sad. I don’ t want to feel uncomfortable around your partner, I don’ t
Want to feel Competitive. I don’ t want to get the same advice when I ask for comfort. When I ask
For something or Permission, I don’ t want to get a rude reply because I am aware that money
Doesn’ t come out of your Ass, I just want to make sure if it is possible to get or do. I don’ t want to
Feel uncomfortable in my skin, because you decide to tell me it looks bad. I hate that you’ re
Unavailable to talk to, because it’ s obvious who you rather talk to. I’ m always afraid of asking for
Advice or saying certain things because I know how you will respond. I hate not spending the
Weekends with you, because you’ d rather disappear with your boyfriend than at least one weekend
With me. I miss spending at least a day with you with no distractions or bad moods. I’ m sorry that
I can’ t get the perfect grades or that I’ m not the Smartest, because I’ m only human. I’ m sorry that I’ m
Not perfect and sometimes say the stupidest things. I wish there was a way I can make you happy,
But obviously, only one person can, and I have to be the one to take the heat when you have badly
Days. I’ m sorry I can’ t be thin, or make the brightest Decisions. Just like you probably wish for a
Perfect daughter, I sometimes wish for a mom who Treats me better and give me affection and
Comfort, to guide me through mistakes and not belittle me ….
By : Meztli Morales