Les Rêves des Notre Ours #1 | Page 19

'Pressing Down'

Pressing the F on the touch pad, texting 'fuck that cunt',

and driving faster now,

ready to pout about everything gone wrong, like

a gyre pushed closed by a clock spring pushing

on the gear

rotating the second hand,

rotating pass the sixty second mark,

and the minute hand pointing 4;

on the second hand

my brain hurts and the rain

has been a trickle since lunch and

punching hard,

down on the wood grain making white

knuckles turn red

and those typers, reporters and abusers in the

press in which I press came here searchin'

for a fight better be scared,

terrified and in fear

from all of my own evil terrifying thoughts and

thinking about loss before

even slamming the driver door and before walking

and pushing thru swinging doors of only entry

no exit with hundreds of hurdled beady eyes from behind desks

just staring, my adrenaline soaring

and now shaking taking no answer but your

best was not enough, neither was your vest

but you never had left the couch and was pouting

like a grouch

because of the text on the screen.

By Brian Turner