LEAD. August 2020 | Page 27

FEATURE: BUILDING STRONG FAMILIES 6 Conversations You Must Have About Porn and Sexual Purity BY LEE NIENHUIS I sighed as the truth hit me: My child has a character problem. This realization came out of left field and blindsided us. One minute I was putting on makeup and getting ready for a day of vacation with my family, and the next I was holding my child’s cell phone with pornographic images blazing from the screen. I’m so glad my husband, Mike, had practiced his “I’m not surprised” face, because I had to turn away to mask my feelings of betrayal, confusion, and horror. My mind spun. My son would never make this choice. He knows better. While Mike worked through the initial moments with a gentleness that must have come from the Holy Spirit, I reeled. If I could visit myself in that shell-shocked moment, I would whisper three things in my ear: One, thank God that your child has been caught. This devastating moment is a gift to him and you. There can be no healing, no repair, and no restoration until the light of truth pierces the darkness, the secrecy, and the shame that has gripped his soul. Two, this is the perfect time to unwind your identity from that of your children. Setting your hopes on them is too great a burden for them. Drawing affirmation from their positive choices and devastation from their poor choices is unhealthy and unhelpful. Third and finally, this would be a good time to gather the family and say, “This is an us problem.” We all have a character problem. I have a character problem. This character problem is systemic and noxious, and our society is ripping at the seams because of it. At the surface, it appears to be a problem that begins and ends with personal failings, pornography viewing and sexual promiscuity that has become a rite of passage, but underneath is a battle for the hearts of our children. This isn’t simply a moral issue; what we are experiencing 27