KWEE Liberian Literary Magazine Jan. Iss. Vol. 0115 Jan Iss. Vol. 0115 | Page 60

Liberian Literary Magazine January Issue 0115 let us all conspire to be small again starting with the little plot in the garden of our soul Jack Kolkmeyer Small is Beautiful Jack Kolkmeyer Delray Beach FL let’s all conspire to be small again to breathe together as a unified body and take down grandiose schemes that really are nothing more than dreams beyond the winding of the moment as all things constructed always seem to melt back into the now Lekpele Nyamalon I Wouldn’t Be, If You Didn’t If you didn’t take my tiny little fingers and show me how to trace on a sheet With my hands closed, tightly around that skinny pencil Perhaps, now, I wouldn’t be able to strike with a pen, like I do now I wouldn’t even be here, writing If you didn’t hold my hands, during the nasty days of the war, walking from Matadi to Sawmill, ICA Camp Sinkor to Duport road, walking past dead bodies, checkpoints manned by bloodthirsty looking thugs, shielding my face from them, so they couldn’t hold me up and make me a small soldier, I would have been gone- gone to the world of the hopeless, living on drugs, maybe or left behind, decades back in everything from ABC to 123 I’m so glad you did, or else I wouldn’t be here, smiling If you didn’t deny yourself food, when in those days all we had was palm kernels and sugarcane Palm cabbage and wild eddoes leaves, kissmeat and coldwater fish, chased from the swamps, When food had taken on wheels and run away like the ostriches do, Monrovia had turned dry, dry like the bottom of a deserted river, fish was now eating fish, crab eating crab. You denied yourself food that I could eat Or else, I wouldn’t be alive today, eating and kicking If you didn’t go out, hiding under stray bullets, looking for food for us, when all we could look at was the walls, thick, bare and mean, when eating was a luxury, that many could not afford, I would have probably been left by the roadside, like many kids were, struck to death by hunger Or I wouldn’t be here today, living. watch how the tiny ants work to build their conical spires of mud constantly on the move to be busy and to achieve a goal that somehow amidst their feverish scampering seems to have a path of knowing a small frail seedling gives rise to a towering oak to remind us of how differently all things are perceived and that there is both simplicity and the haze of complication there is looking up and there is looking down many hands do make light of work as a minute becomes an hour and days turn out to be eons far and away hovering over crumbled palaces and temples gone drastically astray pyramids remain in stacks of stone upon stone their meaning and intention lost in the passages of time circles mark the horizons of seasons still dependent on the comings and goings of days grandness and beauty are in the eye of aspire in the majesty of spirt and the exultation of love in the incense of simple corporeal smoke rising from the pyre off the ground and into the celestial realms above us watching us constantly trying to build the towers higher when all that is really most important is the warmth in the hearth of our home and the fire in our spirit and our mind 56