I will tell you what happened to me today, I am
so confused.
The count visited us with his wife supposedly to
ask us what the secret of our milk is, he says
that our cows make the best florin milk, so they
had to ask Westley how to take care of the
cows.no one else could do it but the countess, I
was angry that time. it touched him and looked
at him strangely, as if I was his girlfriend. I
couldn’t wait for her to leave, I hated his face
and his ugly, tacky dresses.
-It’s me again. oh! I keep thinking about
Westley. every time I close my eyes, I see the
countess looking at him, I can´t stand it.
I don´t know why my behavior was so bad today
with Westley, I gave him a lot of tasks, although
some of them are already finished. I want him to
repeat those tasks.
Monday
-this morning I woke up, I took a shower,
I combed my hair and I put on my
perfume, maybe today is the day that
Westley notices me. with those eyes
probably, he would make me nervous
when he looks at me.
Wednesday
-I have something to tell you, yesterday I
just told to him that I love him, yes, I did.
I went to his hut and explained in front of
him that I was in love with him. and after
all, he just shut the door so hard. I don’t
understand, I'm so confused.
Thursday
Yesterday, Westley didn´t talk to me all
day, he was avoiding me all the time, but
later, I was shaking because he came to
talk with me to tell me that he felt also
what I feel for him. it was lovely....
I couldn´t sleep, I can´t stop thinking of
Westley; his perfect smile and white
teeth, his brown skin and his worked-out
body based on his hard work in our farm.
Saturday
Westley came to my room with his
language early morning and he told me
that he will go to America to make a
fortune and then come back so we can
get married.
He´s such a brave man
After that message, I decided to take
care of myself and put some make up to
be more beautiful so when he come
back, he doesn´t have any reasons to go
with another woman.
Wednesday
My father just sent me some news
that my heart will be broken in
million pieces. it turns out that the
ship where Westley was, was
ambushed by the pirates. in the
end Westley died. I can´t handle
this pain.
In my life I didn´t cry like this
before and I feel so sad. I wouldn´t
fall in love again.