Kalliope 2015 | Page 64

Colonoscopy, with Xopenex by Paul Adkins It’s a minor procedure. The nurse snorted. She probed for a vein. Empty gurneys passed. I thought of my mother years ago in a similar dim room dying, a humming doctor sounding her carotid for pulse. Behind my curtain, a patient explained her ritual of Xopenex. The RN sighed – Uh hunh. My wife smoothed my forehead – It’s a minor procedure. She was ushered out. I stared at the ceiling, its perforated tiles. All those little black stars aligned. 64