Kalliope 2015 | Page 197

I breathed deeply and closed my eyes, finally allowing myself to accept my story in the little art supply store on Maple Street; I allowed myself to admire my own strength. When I opened my eyes seconds or minutes or hours later, I felt an overwhelming sense of calm, of peace, of new direction. I picked up the pack of pastels I had been looking at, the cheapest drawing pad I could find, and practically threw my money at the old woman behind the register. I made my way back to the “Box”, half tripping over my own hasty feet. Now I was the one with a mission. When I got back I set my things down quickly and ripped open the plastic packaging of the pastels. The weight of the small object in my hands felt like the most “right” thing in the world and I worked quickly, as if I had never stopped; I didn’t want to forget the face of the beaut