JUSTICE & RENEWAL. Fall 2019 | Page 16

For me, justice and renewal go hand-in-hand. If you do the justice work and you see the outcomes of the justice, you’re going to be renewed. There’s this feeling of refreshment that comes when you see the labor, when you’ve been toiling at this all day in the vineyard, and then you see the benefits, when people start to reap the benefits. Because we all know that the work we do is not for us, it’s for others. How would you encourage those, then, who are maybe still waiting on reaping the fruit? Or they’ve planted the seed, but they’re tired, or it seems like the justice is not coming? Keep the faith. As cliché as that sounds, keep the faith, and continue doing the work that you’ve been called to do. One thing that I’ve learned from working in nonprofits is that oftentimes, we look for validation and affirmation. But don’t expect to get applause from the people you’re supporting… if you go into the work looking for applause and affirmation, you won’t get it, and you’ll be highly disappointed. Because the calling is greater. However, I do think it goes back to the whole seeds being planted. You may not see the benefits right then and there, but the work that you’re doing matters. It definitely matters. You just have to keep the faith. And trust and believe that God sees you—because God does see you. And I guarantee you, there are long-lasting positive ramifications of the work that you’re doing. Do you have a hope for what Brown can do while you’re here, or things ministries can do to see some results in our time here? Before I answer that question, I want to talk about something. Oftentimes, we talk about what isn’t. But I want to talk about what is. Having worked in several types of institutions, I have to tell you all that Brown University is beyond blessed. I know we have our share of issues, but the way Brown supports its students with its resources, and the resources that you all have, is amazing. The fact that you all are here, and there are multiple Protestant ministries available—that’s huge. 16 Fall 2019 So my goal for the Protestant students is that we can work together to do some great work. We have the Veritas Forum, which is good, but I think there are some areas where we can come together and not just host a speaker, but come together and do service for the Brown, Providence community, and let them see Christians from all backgrounds, conservative or liberal, regardless of your race, come together and do something that’s going to highlight Christianity in a positive way. If you want to talk about justice, ministry is justice. It is. Rewarding and tiring, and you may not see the fruits of your labor in the moment. I get that we have our reward in heaven. But honestly, sometimes we want to see it now! So I’m blessed to work with you all. I’m blessed to be your Protestant Chaplain. Because as much as people say I had an impact on them, you all don’t know how much of an impact you’ve had on me. You all keep me on my toes. And this has been the best working experience that I’ve had in my adult career. Any closing thoughts? Run your race. Don’t get caught up in running someone else’s race… If you’re running a race and God has you on this path, just know that you’re meant to be on that path, and don’t compare yourself to others. If God has instilled in you seeds relating to activism or social justice, or if not, if it’s just being an engineer, then focus on that. Run your race and don’t worry about what the next person is doing. Speaking to an English major—I’ll tell you, I was an English major as well. And I would get jealous of all of my friends in these high-power internships, right, and I’m like, “I’m still working at the Gap over summer breaks.” But I learned not to get caught up in someone else’s race, because eventually, my English degree led to an internship at the Chicago Tribune, which led to open doors for other areas. So just continue to run your own race, whatever that race is. Because I think there’s victory on the other side when we run our own race and do what God has called us to do. Kathy Luo is a senior concentrating in English and Sociology.