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For the others, lost and unaware
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Table of Contents
Isaiah 38:17...................................................................................5
journal excerpt i.............................................................................6
i. opening prayer.............................................................................7
background....................................................................................8
beginnings...................................................................................11
what love is not...........................................................................14
ii. twisted theology.......................................................................17
red flags........................................................................................18
1 John 4:18..................................................................................19
what murder is.............................................................................21
iii. sensory....................................................................................23
cycle............................................................................................24
bottle............................................................................................26
isolation.......................................................................................28
Godless........................................................................................29
Psalm 139:7-10............................................................................31
internalized..................................................................................32
it is finished..................................................................................34
aftermath......................................................................................36
what hate can do..........................................................................37
iv. He is there................................................................................41
healing.........................................................................................42
journal excerpt ii..........................................................................45
v. _________ ...............................................................................47
afterthoughts................................................................................48
Job 42:5-6.....................................................................................49