JOY FEELINGS MAGAZINE December 2015 | Page 274

started to cry. That was one story he had saved to write. He knew at least twenty good stories from out there and he had never written one. Why? "You tell them why," he said. "Why what, dear?" "Why nothing." She didn't drink so much, now, since she had him. But if he lived he would never write about her, he knew that now. Nor about any of them. The rich were dull and they drank too much, or they played too much backgammon. They were dull and they were repetitious. He remembered poor Julian and his romantic awe of them and how he had started a story once that began, "The very rich are different from you and me." And how some one had said to Julian, Yes, they have more money. But that was not humorous to Julian. He thought they were a special glamourous race and when he found they weren't it wrecked him just as much as any other thing that wrecked him. He had been contemptuous of those who wrecked. You did not have t