Journaled Volume Six - Page 20

Me ending it

You in tears

Why

I'm not really sure

It's not a perverse pleasure

Or an ego stroke

I just seem to always

Choke

Being with you

I was so close

Closer than I've ever been

We've could've made it

That's what I'll say

Because I don't want this

I can't hurt you

I can't deal with it

The feelings

That are bound to arise

When this discussion hits the skies

I dread the questions

Why

I really don't know