Me ending it
You in tears
Why
I'm not really sure
It's not a perverse pleasure
Or an ego stroke
I just seem to always
Choke
Being with you
I was so close
Closer than I've ever been
We've could've made it
That's what I'll say
Because I don't want this
I can't hurt you
I can't deal with it
The feelings
That are bound to arise
When this discussion hits the skies
I dread the questions
Why
I really don't know